Early November, I woke up with a sinking feeling and an aversion to participating with life. My old friend S.A.D was back. It has hit me every year for as long as I can remember. I can’t wake up fully, I withdraw from social activities and basically move through my day with a low level despair. For many years, I set my life up to travel for the winter months but that’s not in the cards this year. As days of grey increased, so did my anxiety about surviving the winter. My solution is to address it from all angles: light therapy, supplements, affirmation/mantra and S.A.D specific yoga.
Many articles suggest S.A.D has to do with an increased production of melatonin (what makes you sleepy) and a decrease in serotonin (what makes you happy). The pineal gland is involved in the regulation of serotonin and melatonin and the stimulation of the pineal gland will be at the core of my S.A.D specific yoga. Here are a couple of practices you can include at home if you too are needing some support with your mood this time of year.
Tratak: steady uninterrupted gaze
Sit in front of a candle in a dark room (or stare at a point tip or a black dot) that is aprox 20inches from your eyes. Gaze at it for as long as you can without blinking. When you must, do so, and then start the gaze meditation again. Set a timer for as many minutes as you can sit for. This technique improves memory and concentration and stimulates the pineal gland.
Half Sun Salutation
Synchronizing breath with movement (i.e.: Cat-Cow) regulates the functioning of the entire endocrine system. And is an awesome way to start your day.
1. Start in Mountain Pose
2. Inhale, raise your arms overhead
3. Exhale fold forward towards the floor
4. Inhale, raise your back level with the floor
5. Exhale, fold again towards the floor
6. Inhale, rise to standing and extend your arms overhead
7. Exhale rest your arms to your sides.
Other poses that may be helpful are Shoulderstand and Fish Pose, spinal twists and Headstand variations (consult an instructor for help with these as they aren’t suitable for everyone’s bodies).
Yoga Nidra or guided visualization
Here’s a simple guided relaxation I recorded that you can use
Keep a gratitude journal. List 5 things in the morning and 5 things before you go to sleep that you are grateful for.
One of the huge gifts of yoga relative to S.A.D is that on the mat, we are encouraged on witness thoughts without engaging in them. We become aware of all the ups and downs internally that show up even in the span of one class. We are invited to observe them and compassionately decide if they are helpful to our wellbeing or not.
And this is exactly what I’ve been doing this past week in the dark mornings and afternoons. Staying vigilant about negative self-talk and devoting a little extra energy to sustaining my sanity through these simple but potent techniques.
May your light stay lit these winter months and should you need extra support, check out my Yoga and S.A.D workshop at Purple Lotus Yoga Jan 28, 6-8pm